days to think

today has been a good day, i woke up and went to the store with mom and then came back home adn cleaned, no that wasnt the fun part, but after i got done cleaning i went with cortney and andrea to go play in the mud it was awesome. we had so much fun adn it was so nice to get away from all the drama and all the crappy stuff that goes on and just go and do something that you used to do all the time when you were a kid.
after they dropped me off at randy and tracy's to babysit i was jsut sittin around thinkin. thinkin about school and my friends and relationships ya knwo all that drama. well i just hate it how we get so wrapped up in stupid stuff that we forget about whats important. i have been thinkin allot latly about stuff that has been really hard to figure out what to do and i jsut dont knwo what to do about some things but all you have to do is trust in god and he will get you through it. and if some of the things that you want to happen, happen they have to be totally and completly up to him and thats jsut what we all have to remember.

i can take the rain off the roof of this empty house

that dont bother me

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while

Even though going on with you gone still upsets me

There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok

But that’s not what gets me

what hurts the most

was being so close

adn havin so much to say

and watching you walk away

and never knowin

what couldve been

and not seeing that lovin you

is what i was tryin to do

its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go

but im doin it

its hard to forse that smile when i see our old friends adn im alone

still harder

gettin up gettin dressed livin with this regret

but i knwo if i could do it over

i would trade give away all the words that i saved in my heart

that i left unspoken

what hurts the most

is bein so close

adn havin so much to say

adn watching you walk away

adn never knowing

what couldve been

and not seein that lovin you

was what i was tryin to do

What hurts the mostI

s being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do

not seein that lovin you

that what i was tryin to do

remy, amy, abby, beth , and hope in front of omaha beach 

thats hott!! 

clemonte 

abby, hope, amy and esther in front of the eiffel tower 

hope, amy, and martine  

isabelle and jean-francoi 

my other french parents ruth and patrick 

everyone in front of the boat 

our big yellow banana 

sue, amy,and beth on the way home form france just bein goofy  

amy, abby, adn beth at the disney village in france 

bad days

dont you hate those bad days where nothing even seems like its goin your way, well thats what i had today. i was jsut in the worst mood ever. i didnt feel good, i had two big tests that i wasnt ready for, adn i wasnt understanding anything in algebra. i think it is stupid how we all get wrapped up in our own lives and dont care about anything else, but god shows us that even the worst day can be good. after algebra my friend tim came up to me and was like you need to cheer up and i was just like i dont feel good and he was like well atleast your alive that just got me thinkin even the people who really arnt christians can open your eyes to see what god really does for you, after that i didnt care how bad i felt i was gonna be happy and i did so i just thank god that he can make our day good even though it has been relaly horrible.

fun things

the truth is i gave my heart away and i never really got it back- sweet home alabama

Any Questions?....Yea, I Have A Question!..Yes??...Does Barry Manalo Know You Raid His Wordrobe?- The Breakfast Club

"Every passing moment is another chance to turn it all around"- Vanilla Sky

Why do you try to fit in...when you were bron to stand out!- what a girl wants

I hate it how i don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all --- 10 Things I Hate About You

xXx~*~YoU cAn'T lOsE sOmEtHinG yOu NevEr HaD~*~xXx - how to lose a guy in 10 days

Life isnt measured by the Breaths we take but by the Moments that take our Breaths Away --- Will Smith -Hitch

they had two things in common, they were in love with each other- the notebook

La- ho-si-her: Ace Ventura

*~I once heard that love is just friendship on fire~* - The Perfect Man

"If you were waiting for the opportune moment...that was it." -CAPTAIN jack sparrow---pirates of the caribbean

"You dont need a license to drive a Sandwich!" SPONGEBOB THE MOVIE

*If you've ever lost someone very important to you, then you already know how it feels, and if you haven't, you cannot possibly imagine it* -Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events

Michele: We're not the ones who went and got fat. Christie: We're pregnant, you half-wit. Michele: Well I hope your babies turn out like.... monkeys - Romy and Michele's High School Reunion

First loves are never really over. - How to Deal

Do you think my hair looks cool? Because sometimes I wake up and i'm like cool, but sometimes im like not so cool. Like today i woke up and was like right side cool left side not so cool. ~Gilmore Girls~

A hero gets remembered but a legend never dies.

no eating here tonight Whoo no eating here tonight were on a diet.

Sticking feathers up your butt does not make you a chicken.---Fight Club

Just follow your heart, that's what I always do. -Napoleon Dynamite

*<3*>

thats why they're called crushes. if they were easier, they'd be called something else-16 candles

~If you love someone, tell them, otherwise the moment just passes you by~ *My best friends wedding

The only things that people fear are the things that they have already expericend~ one hour photo

There are millions of people in the world, but in the end it all comes down to one. I still panic sometimes, forget to breathe. But I know there's something beautiful in all my imperfections, a beauty that held out for me to see.. And a strength that can never be taken away. - Crazy/Beautiful

People once believed when someone dies,a crow carries their soul to the land of the dead.But sometimes, something so bad happens that a terrible sadness is carried with it and the soul can't rest.Then sometimes, just sometimes, the crow can bring that soul back to put the wrong things right." ~ The Crow

a clean break is easier. you can reset it and it heals and you move on, but if you leave things messy or things dont get put right, it just hurts.. forever."--Little Black Book

Smiling's my favorite... -From the movie Elf

"What we have here, is failure to comunicate." -Cool Hand Luke

Jerry: Sure we'll be okay...I'm a boyscout. Tom, your a boyscout, aren't you? Tom: Well no, but I ate a brownie once. ~Without A Paddle

Who throws a cupcake? Honestly? -- Dr.Evil

The gods envy US. They envy us because we're mortal, because every moment may be our last. Everythings more beautiful BECAUSE we're doomed. You'll never be lovelier than you are now. We will never be here again.-Brad Pitt, Troy

There is a great big world out there and it won't matter if you were the most popular girl, the quarterback of the football team, or the biggest nerd in school. Find out who you are and try not to be afraid of it."--Never Been Kissed

Why Do You Wanna Marry Me Any how? So I Can Kiss You Anytime I Want! --* Sweet Home Alabama

*You're still beautiful." "Looks don't interest me." "That's easy for you to say. You've never been ugly." -- White Oleander

After all... I'm just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her ~ notting hill

Don't ever let anyone make you feel like you don't deserve what you want. *10 Things I Hate About You

"So you want a heart? You don't know how lucky you are not to have one. Hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable." -The Wizard of Oz

"...it will never get better or sweeter than you..you are my forever..." --Sweet November--

Life moves pretty fast.and if you don't stop and look around.you could miss it. -->Ferris Bulers Day Off<---

Did my heart love till now? Forswear it, sight. For I never saw true beauty till this night." - Leonardo DiCaprio as Romeo

sometimes the things your afraid of are the most worthwhile- chasing liberty

What we do does not define who we are...it's how well we get back up after we fall. Maid in Manhatten-Jennifer Lopez

"Now that was when people KNEW how to be in love. They knew it! Time, distance... nothing could separate them because they knew. It was right. It was real. It was..." --Sleepless in Seattle

The Brave may not live forever, but the cautious never live at all -The Princess Diaries

"its a dangerous business frodo....walking out your door and onto the road...you never know what will happen....and if you dont keep your feet....you might just be swept off." bilbos quote that frodo told sam in the cornfield ~Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring~

me and my 2 best friends hope and abby 

decisions

you know all the things you do have to be made by a choice, well most choices are hard. you have to determine whether the decision is cool enough or if its right or if its jsut plain stupid. well most of us have all made tough ones and it is really hard. i know this b/c i am a teenager and i have already had to make huge decisions. most of the parents may think, no no my kid is gonna make good ones adn is gonna be goin on thje right path the whole way , but that is a major misconseption. i am not a perfect kid and i dont want anybody to think i am b/c that is jsut stupid b/c no body is perfect.
i think we have all dissapointed our parents b/c of a stupid decision but we jsut hate to admit it. i hate to dissapoint my parents i would rather they hate me for the rest of my life b/c it just hurts soo bad to know that they actually are dissapointed and that you hurt them and you lost there trust. whenever they question you you need to answer them honestly b/c they will feel better about a situation than if you lied to them the whole way. be honest with your parents and they will trust you more. i am not jsut sayin this b/c i want my parents to trust me or anything but decisions are important for all of us i just hope you all make good ones.

my baby kitty 

me and the little ones wrestling 

feelings

yes well i think it is hard to tell freinds advise when you really havnt gone through what they are goin through right now but you kinda have, and you knwo all that boy drama is stupid but its just still a big part of our life. whenther your 10 all the way 50 your feelings can change from liking strongly to loveing but either way the feelings are always there . i was trying to explain that to a friend tonight but it is soo hard.

i knwo it is really hard to determine whether you love the person or you jsut like them allot but you have to trust in god and pray about it b/c you will never know until god gives you that person and i think everyone gets there mind stuck on wow i like this person i am jsut gonna stay with him b/c he seems right for me but you will never knwo until you get out there and let god do it for you. love is just a really strong feeling that we really have no control over it our hearts can control our mind..

so this is for all those girls who think they have to be with someone now or they will be single for the rest of your life god is going to be with you for the rest of your life dont waste that time looking for someone who is right in front of your face, god will show him to you in good time..

love is..... patient, love is kind, it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud, it is not rude, it is not self seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs, love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth, it always protects, always trusts, always hopes adn always perserveres. 1 corinthians 13:4-7

my first blog

YAY!!!!!! today i started my blog yay well yes i joined the kool people in this blog thingy and well yes right now i dont have much to say but YAY!!!! i have a blog