days to think
today has been a good day, i woke up and went to the store with mom and then came back home adn cleaned, no that wasnt the fun part, but after i got done cleaning i went with cortney and andrea to go play in the mud it was awesome. we had so much fun adn it was so nice to get away from all the drama and all the crappy stuff that goes on and just go and do something that you used to do all the time when you were a kid.
after they dropped me off at randy and tracy's to babysit i was jsut sittin around thinkin. thinkin about school and my friends and relationships ya knwo all that drama. well i just hate it how we get so wrapped up in stupid stuff that we forget about whats important. i have been thinkin allot latly about stuff that has been really hard to figure out what to do and i jsut dont knwo what to do about some things but all you have to do is trust in god and he will get you through it. and if some of the things that you want to happen, happen they have to be totally and completly up to him and thats jsut what we all have to remember.
i can take the rain off the roof of this empty house
that dont bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
what hurts the most
was being so close
adn havin so much to say
and watching you walk away
and never knowin
what couldve been
and not seeing that lovin you
is what i was tryin to do
its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go
but im doin it
its hard to forse that smile when i see our old friends adn im alone
still harder
gettin up gettin dressed livin with this regret
but i knwo if i could do it over
i would trade give away all the words that i saved in my heart
that i left unspoken
what hurts the most
is bein so close
adn havin so much to say
adn watching you walk away
adn never knowing
what couldve been
and not seein that lovin you
was what i was tryin to do
What hurts the mostI
s being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
not seein that lovin you
that what i was tryin to do
posted by amyc08 @ 3:53 PM
4 Comments:
First of all, good to see a new post (although I love the pictures), and talking about mud reminded me of something cute when you were really little. You were about 3 or 4 years old, and were wearing this sweet little dress (you looked like a china doll with your little ringlets). Anyway, after church I just wanted to pick you up and squeeze you because you were such a cute little dressed up girl, and then you ran up to me and said (with the deep little voice you had) "Want me to show you a mud puddle?" It was funny, becaue it wasn't what I was expecting to hear from a little china doll. ....I guess you just had to be there.
Oh Amy, My girlfriend! I love you very much and yes it is true you do need to trust in God because he is the one that has your life all planned out for you! He has the perf4ect man set out for you some one who is sweet, kind, gentel, loving, treats you like a princess, and loves you as much as you love him. Amy you just need to wait on God do whta I told you PRAY! Thats what I did every night! Meme, I love you very much and you know that and if I could hang ou with any girl in this whole wide world I would hang with your crazy butt! Be patient even though I know you dont have patience but Meme be will come.
Yes the Mudd WOW! IT WAS ONE AWESOME TIME! We need to do that again! Love you!
i agree totally with Cortney.we do need to play in the mud again.this time we will get lisa to come.maybe.love ya
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