when things get tough

ya know when things get hard you always have to remeber that it will be ok. this week has been crazy for allot of people. it has been tough to see freinds in pain adn family members in pain also. but when you think about it some of the things that people go through seem like big things but they are really not that big. it is so hard to get wrapped up in the littlest things that we forget that if we just pray for gods help that we would get through them soo much easier and they wouldnt be soo hard to deal with. i gave a freind some advise this week that hopefully helped her out. i told her that if we just pray then we will get through any situation, whether it high school drama, or family problems, or just struggling all together. we can get through things much easier if we just remeber what we stand for and not get so wrapped up that we forget who can help us with anything. jsut remember god is always there and dont be scared to ask for help

im pulling through

ok it has been a rough couple of weeks or shall i say monthes, i have been strugling soo bad and i feel so terrible, i am making a change and i hope over that next week or so you will be able to see a change, cuz im trying hard, i would jsut liek it if you could pray for me cuz that would help so much .

ok do you knwo how hard it would be to lose a freind well i couldnt imagin it, i recentyl had to realize how bad it owul deb by seeing my best freind go through it and i cant take seeing her go through that it jsut breaks my heart but thank god she is doing better. i just couldnt imagine going through that, but i will say that cortney is such a more stronger than i am b/c i probably wouldnt wanna get outta the house for ever, but i am blessed to have such a strong freind like her. she is such a great freind adn i dont knwo what i would do wiht out her , i will sjtu say that i think god has put cortney in my life recently b/c me adn cortney have went through some of the same things adn we can understand each other perfectly she, is jsut another version of me adn i am another version of her. i sjut cant imagin not having her as a freind she has helped me out in so many ways that jsut amaze me. i sjut dont think i could ever do it on my own i am soo blessed by god that she is my best freind and i thank god every day that he gave me cortney as a freind.

living in fear

here resently i have been wanting to make a change in my walk with god, it has been soo hard to live with the feeling of wow if god comes back now i am going to hell, i want to be able to be happy and not be worried about the things that have been freaking me out and all the stress and i think if that was all of you have been wondering thats why i have been losing soo much weight i have been so scared of allot of things afn i have really been running away form god when i really shoudl have been allot closer i have been soo worried about the owrld adn not even thinkin about god adn i will eb the first to admit it, i want soo much to be rigth with god adn i dont want a cold heart anymore i want to live totally for him adn that sll so i sjtu want to say thanck you to all teh ppl who hav been praying for all of us teens b/c we really needed it and i have had a seriouse wake up call and i think all of the others have got one to so thanx adn god bless

im a happy camper now!!!!!!!!!!

well as you may have read on moms blgo i go my license, it was not at all hard as i though it was gonna be i was freakin my self out for nothing but it was all worth the hard practicinga dn the studying i got my freakin license lol i am soo happy, i was soo happy i jsut wanted to run up to the driving instructor and give her the biggest hug ever. i didnt of course, i really am one of the happiest people in the world now b/c i can remember wanting to get this since i was liek 10 adn now it is really happeneg i have it yes to soem it may not seem liek a big deal but to me it is. i love it!! he he adn hey i am a good driver just in case soem of you are wondering he he luv ya'll

im a happy camper now

YAY I GOT IN!!!!!

well as some of you kwno that i was trying to get into vocational school adn i was kinda thinking i wasnt gonna get in b/c they were full or my grades well i was wrong sunny told me my grades were bad and he said he had plenty of roomn and i got in i am soo excited i have been waiting to do something liek this for my whole life ,, this sii soo exciting!!!! i am gonna love this adn i cannot wait too see how this is done, so if any of you are gonna need hair cuts im your girl lol but the bells about to ring so i will talk to yall latr

well yea freinds

welltoday has been a very tough day to get through i got in a big fight with my freinds amanda b/c she is always complaining and it get sold and how she is always soo mean well yea i have delt witt it but i jsut couldnt take it anymroe and i blew up and i feel kinda bad but then again i feel relievd b/c i have been wanting to do that forever btu i have been agood girl but i sjut wasnt that today i jsut dont know. but yea i will tryo to be nice to her the rest of the day btu i thinkit will be hard ya kwno but eya umm other than that my day has been pretty god but i have to go work on study in for a test so see ya ll latr-amy

some things about me

1. im a very outgoing person
2. i love to laugh adn make people laugh
3. i can be very paranoid
4. i am very self consiouse
5. i love to write poems ( not many peopel have seen them)
6. i love people
7. i love my friends and family more than anything
8. i love to jsut be myself
9. i cant be very crazy most the time
10. i hate to hurt peopls feelings
11. i am a very sensative person adn dont like my feelings hurt
12. it takes me a while to get over things
13. i hate dissapointing people
14. i am a very clean freak


well thats all i got for right now but ttyl